Dear Hunter,

I am so sorry that you have to keep that thing on your head all the time. I know it's not very comfy. I hope you will know that we are doing this for you. I want you to know that we did everything that we could to make you happy with your appearance. You were/are perfect to me regardless. These few months will be like nothing in the long run. You won't even remember them. I hate that you sweat so much in the helmet. I wish I could put a little fan in it to help you cool down. You are getting so big now, mister almost 8 month old. I can't believe it. Your newborn pictures make me sad because you have changed so much since then. Such a big guy. You are the youngest out of the 3 cousins and you are the biggest! You could probably mess with Kali if you would learn how to crawl! I just want you to know that I promise I'm not torturing you when I put that weird blue thing on your head. Maybe you will even thank me in the long run. I love you so much chunk!

 Forever,
Momma

Our Day

We were about 20 minutes late for our appointment. We had a monkey themed room, tons of monkeys every where!

Then we had a check up with the doctor that saw Hunter for his first examination. We freaking walked up and down the street in the cold ass wind. Stupid us, while it was warm here at home, it is freezing in the bay area. Steven had him in shorts and a polo, we had to cover him with a blankey. First, we went to the wrong building (even though his card said that address). Had to walk all the way back down the street finally we find the right place. Turns out he thought he would have had the helmet for a few weeks now so there wasn't much to talk about. Pretty much a WASTE OF TIME, ugh. Overall, it was a tiring day. I hate making him sit in the car seat for so long. But he did great. We will see how well he does with the helmet tomorrow.

Crappy cell pictures, but pictures none the less.

Mother's Day!

Mine was okay. Steven pissed me off but at least I got to spend it with my boy. I am not mad that I didn't get a gift or a card but he could have at least spent the day with us. It made me feel like I am not appreciated. My mom got me some yellow roses and a card. I made her a card with a picture of me and Hunter in it. She loved it and she told me she cried. I still need to make something for Lydia, Steven's mom. We go to pick baby's helmet up on Tuesday. I'm anxious to get it because I just want to get this over with. I haven't talked to my dad in a while. I wonder if he's still in treatment. I kind of doubt it. Maybe I will text my aunt and see.